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Oh... My... GOD... I was doing some PB catch up today and watched the one where Mahone exacts his revenge and they use the pipe in the pipe (if you don't know what I'm on about but you have seen most and are up to date, CONTINUE READING)

(SPOILERESQUE!!!!!)

I was watching it... and I cried... I CRIED... I mean... Bellick.. aw... I just... oh my GOD... I was like "nooo Braaaaaad! Get through the hole!" and I really hope someone will eventually phone his mum and say "Your son died trying to save the country" or something of the likes, I mean, sure I've never actively liked him as a character, but what he did, it was just... omg it was beautiful, I got so sad and I cried and my cats were on me like "wtf you crazy hooman" whilst I sniffled and whimpered. I don't think I've ever cried cause of a TV show before... so sad...

~~~Updated 17/11/2008~~~

I got a review for Of Slugs and Stork today... [link] which made me think, I should try post chapter 10, to at least conclude the bastard thing... unfortunately... I used to write like SHIT, and as such, I cannot muster the courage to start writing for it... because I don't feel it...

I really don't know how to continue it... if anyone has tips for closing plotless fanfics, please tell me...

~~~Updated 13/11/2008~~~

Top new Indie band.... no I'm kidding, Charlie is my new cat... MY cat... I paid for him... and I will pay for the two Bengal x kittens I'm going to pick up tomorrow at 9:30amish (lol, Amish)I wanted kittens for two reasons: 1. they're fecking cute and I love cats, 2. I want to be responsible for something, and babies are too messy to obtain and I don't particularly like them, so I opted for kittens. I even scoop the poop from the litter tray, this is a MAJOR sign that I'm devoted to my kitties, cause I did so without being asked to and without going "ew ew ew fucking ew!" the whole time, (mainly cause I had a scoop and a baggie, but you know...)

Charlie is my Tabby, Ammy will be my female Bengal x cause I want a kitten called Amaterasu, and Boy Bengal x has no name, I might find out a Bengal name that means something when I meet him...

if you have any suggestions, comment away

~~~Updated 10/11/2008~~~

Berserk as Fuck

NaNo is failing miserably, Moggins has a home I have at least £75 in the kitten fund (courtesy of a bloke in Hungary who bought my PS2 ) Mum keeps saying "get two so they can have someone to play with", I'm addicted to bully (more specifically, Petey and Gary, at first I just like Gary, Petey and Jimmy were neutral, now I think Jimmy is an asshole and I just want to glomp Petey to death, he's adorable D8)

I SAW THE MIGHTY BOOSH LIVE AND I FECKING LOVED IT (was also wearing 3 1/2 inch heels and my feet didn't hurt too bad after) NOW I HAS A HITCHER TEE SHIRT!!! YAAAAAAARP!

on a slightly bummed note, my Granddad has bowel cancer, though it's in the early (REALLY EARLY) stages and he's having a scan tomorrow, then he'll get to have a buggered up little operation that has over an EIGHTY PER CENT SUCCESS RATE (Eff yeah!) so he should be fine =3 I love him loads and know he's going to get better. So I'm not TOO worried, but still a little, you know?


For those of you who know not of the "kitten fund" (read: Since nobody knows what I'm talking about). The "kitten fund" is exactly what it says on the tin, a fund for kittens, kitten purchase to be specific. Because I want a kitten, and I thought it'd be more productive if - you know - I bought it/them myself. It also shows that I actually want to make a conscious effort to take responsibility.


For any who were wondering, Jack was a no-no XD he was just as quiet as me (which meant we would have to spend about 3 weeks in the general vicinity of each other before we'd even start talking) and I can't be arsed... well I can, but I don't particularly want to =/

so yeah, hope my granddad gets well soon and I want to direct any of you Bully fans to Canis Canem Edit (see my signature) a Bully Fanfic by GigaCat, and any of you who haven't played Bully, go play it you inate saps D8, then read the fanfic, because it's awesome, anyhow, it just got smutty so I'm gonna go back to reading it...

ta-ta for now me'darlings!

~~~Updated 01/11/2008~~~

National Novel Writing Month has JUST STARTED! HELL TO THE YEAH!!!! I have already beaten todays goal of having 2000 words, (I'm on 2022) here's my page: [link] if you've got it, add me =3 I have what I've written already up there, so feel free to read it (it's the prologue) and tomorrow I start writing Chapter One (in which I would count the two word title as part of my word count LOL) yaaaaaay! but for now, I need to pee, find food then get to making a Sims 2 Neighbourhood I can share with the WORLD D8!

My sister bought me the UK edition of Jonas Brothers... the CD by (you guessed it) the Jonas Brothers

My sister has gone bonkers, seriously, she's BUYING me things, and tomorrow she's trying to set me up with some 21yo called Jack... (I say set me up, she hasn't told him and is dragging me to see Quantum of Solace with her, her bf, a friend and Jack.)

anywho... really need to pee so I'll speak to thee later

~~~Updated 10/10/2008~~~

OWIE MY WRIST T_T

CURSE YOU NICK JONAS AND YOUR FUCKING SQUIGGLES!

I say squiggles... I mean hair... but I'm drawing it... so they're squiggles... So it's about a third done (his hair... not the picture) and I am in PAIN... all I see is the squiggles... invading my vision like an erratic dance that fortells the onslaught of my wrist-like apocolypse...

typing kinda hurts...

and FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS SACRED... CAN SOMEONE GET THEIR ASS ONTO MSN SO I HAVE SOMEONE TO TALK TO!?!??!?!?!?!

and don't forget to feed my whatsitmajiggies =3

~~~Updated 05/10/2008~~~

you know how you love me? could you click these every time you look at my journal? please and thank you =3 (I know you can't see the creatures, thats cause I'm cheap and don't subscribe D8)

<img src="http://www.pokeplushies.com/images/adoptables/771330.gif" border="0">
Click here to feed me a fruit!

Get your own at Dinomon!

<img src="http://www.pokeplushies.com/images/adoptables/771335.gif" border="0">
Click here to feed me a Rare Candy!

Get your own at PokePlushies!

please grow my babies D8

~~~Updated 02/10/2008~~~

Dear Kyo667

I don't really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over. I think I realized it when you put cuffs on me at the mental hospital and I saw you carve your initials into my father. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand that we're cousins. I'm returning the pictures from LA to you, but I'll keep your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I always felt dirty before our friendship.

Go Burn,
HatsuharuAiava

~~~Updated 28/09/2008~~~

Add me to msn or something, I'm so lonely D8 Kaiden_mclunar@hotmail.co.uk

will tard for company =3

~~~Updated 18/09/2008~~~

WAU! So many books I now want to read.
Obviously, I need to finish reading anansi boys (should have done that BEFORE starting DDD but who cares)

Books I want to own/read:
-BATTLE ROYALE! (624 Pages baby YEAH! that'll take me a year to read XD)
-Darkly Dreaming Dexter
-Dearly Devoted Dexter
-Dexter In The Dark
-The boy in the Striped Pyjamas (curious about it)
-The Mighty Book of Boosh
-The Twilight Series (everyone thinks its great, I'm curious)
-I am Legend
-other Neil Gaiman books
-Code Of Conduct

there's prolly more, but thats a lot of books for me XD I want Battle Royale most though...

~~~Updated 04/09/2008~~~

heeey, anyone who likes reading my shit, I won't be uploading writing onto this one any more, it will be found here with ~Vegapup from now on. If you want me to write something for you, Note me on Vega and I'll see what I can do >83

~~~Updated 01/09/2008~~~

Yeah I got it online! I thought it would have been done yesterday... but it wasn't... soooo... either click here: [link] or scroll down and read the little side note thingy about it being mature, Enjoy! and don't forget to comment (please, I wanna know what you think XD)

~~~Updated 31/08/2008~~~

thought I'd end the month with a little reminiscence I've decided to update my 100 theme challenge as follows, to save space, I will only post the ones I have COMPLETED, along with sexay links I will specify if the content is mature etc as per usual, and I hope you all have a good long gander >3

ALSO: these are all based around homosexuality unless stated otherwise

1. Introduction - [link]
2. Love - [link]
3. Light - [link] (Mature Content)
4. Dark - [link]
5. Rot - [link]
6. Break - [link]
7. Heaven - [link]
8. Away - [link] (MATURE: vague bestial references, I do not support this etc yadda yadda)

~~~Updated 28/08/2008~~~

I need help, can someone help me describe how a wendigo looks? cause "cat-like being" doesn't seem right...

~~~Updated 26/08/2008~~~

Image 1: [link]
Okay, so above, Image 1, you will see Bob and Charlie, Bob is the zombie and is Charlie's father. Charlie accidentally burnt his father to a crisp a few months before getting adopted by Coral and Herb Oldie. Charlie felt a bit bad about it, and saved up his pocket money to use the resurrect-o-nomitron to get his dad back... though he was a little on the cheap side and thought it'd be a laugh to have a zombie for a dad... turns out it isn't the dude stank when he got there. So I said "go shower you stinky bleeder".

bet you're thinking ew already, I haven't even gotten to the bad part... when Bob was in the shower, I noted that his bladder bar was filling up, which usually happens when a sim uses the toilet... and I'm thinking "why is it going up? he's in the sh... OW DEER LAWD! You dotty bastad!" he was PISSING... in the SHOWER... PISSING... SHOWER... EWWWWWWW!

my proof: [link]

~~~Updated 17/08/2008~~~

anywho... LOL Lara totally just got raped by a wolf XD. Was playing TR:Anniversary, and something howled, so I was looking around and suddenly she got jumped on by a wolf and fell flat on her face, I laughed so hard. I know... harsh choice of words, but it was hillaaaaarious XD. yeah... love this game... hate going in water on this game... Ever since TR2 I have been paranoid about sharks and stuff in the water, hell when I play JAWS: Unleashed, I get paranoid that the shark (which I was playing) was gonna eat me >.< it's funny to beach Jaws